> > > > > > > > > > > What would help comfort these fears? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have wrong thoughts sometimes. I think todo lists are > > > > > > > > > > still needed, > > > > > > > > > > but maybe our world is so capable that they aren't. Maybe > > > > > > > > > > it's more > > > > > > > > > > important why I have wrong thoughts. Although there are a > > > > > > > > > > handful of > > > > > > > > > > explanations, it's concerning that something mysterious may > > > > > > > > > > have > > > > > > > > > > stimulated the wrong thoughts. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > What seems more concerning is maybe that acting on that isn't > > > > > > > > > happening. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Karl's todo list (don't expect these things to happen!): > > > > > > > > > - [ ] make highly secure shielded rooms accessible to > > > > > > > > > everyone including him > > > > > > > > We need to be safe from where-ever our "behavior modification > > > > > > > > built" > > > > > > > > habits came from. > > > > > > > > This means getting off the internet. Highly advanced digital > > > > > > > > security > > > > > > > > is much better. > > > > > > > > > - [ ] make treatment for severe abuse symptoms accessible to > > > > > > > > > everyone > > > > > > > > > including him > > > > > > > > > - [... etc, tech-and-nature-focused > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > But talking about that appropriately might not have been > > > > > > > > reaching > > > > > > > > Todo. We kept on building and researching ... but need to > > > > > > > > protect > > > > > > > > ourself better. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Karl, because somebody is still actively harming you, whatever and > > > > > > > regardless of what you do, we need a todo list that prioritizes > > > > > > > making > > > > > > > us personally more and more safe from things that would try to > > > > > > > change > > > > > > > our decisions. > > > > > > > > > > > > Also protecting your family. > > > > > > > > > > This has been a conflict for a long time but we've maybe finally > > > > > learned enough about it to sort a little bit of it out. > > > > > > > > > > We need to go offline, not use devices, not interact with people who > > > > > use devices, etc. Does it not work? > > > > > > > > > > [demands don't quite work ... options work > > > > > > > > I'm of course okay with things that are good ideas. I was prioritizing > > > > myself or strangers because I don't have a solution that reaches > > > > safety. One of the influences could be that people I communicate with > > > > are influenced to resist what I recommend. If you were on board with > > > > recommending it, it would be clearer, it could work better. We'd have > > > > to be a little careful. It's hard to relate about the problems > > > > accurately; my strategy was instead to retain strategies that could > > > > reduce them. > > > > > > I'm not sure how to influence my family to get offline and mistrust > > > strangers and other unplanned events (from being influenced to express > > > in harsh ways). > > > > > > But maybe we could put together a little educational whizzick that > > > would help with that. > > > > [hard. so, i might recommend we move into a cave in radio quiet zone. > > because we don't understand the problem and it offers a reasonable > > degree of information isolation. but i formed my recommendations not > > planning for my family who are used to industry and > > telecommunications. honestly, the todo list is very corrupt. but it's > > nice to feel better a little > > the problem is that i don't know what works, and when working with > others we trigger each other. recent learning implies most people have > programmed alters, not built from trauma but rather from other things > we'd have to approach that situation very carefully, like group-DID, > to work together with full rationality > but th
in the end, though, i see that something has influenced my choices, and that's maybe what's important.
