> > > > > > > > we watched part of start of OA again with nonconsenting person. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > there's charged energy around similarities and differences > > > > > > > > between > > > > > > > > OA's experience, our experience, and possibly other experiences > > > > > > > > we've > > > > > > > > been exposed to. > > > > > > > > very strong energy around miscasting of these in ways that can > > > > > > > > create > > > > > > > > power dynamics inside me or alter my experience of identity > > > > > > > > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick people > > > > > > > based > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick people > > > > > > > based > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick people > > > > > > > based > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > > > > > > yes to more effectively destroy people's lives, enslave them > > > > > > massively, and amplify and spread any such existing operations. this > > > > > > is something called an "introject", an alter that behaves like a > > > > > > perpatrator. > > > > > > > > > > things are quite strong here so it's hard to navigate to answer > > > > > question requests. it basically lands in poor areas :\ > > > > > > > > but i think there's agreement that making a movie is a great thing, > > > > very inspiring and empowering. really tells the right story, > > > > demonstrating an ability to do that at all > > > > > > it's true that something clearly nonfictional would be more empowering. > > > > changeness > > 1 difference focused > karl gave up; the OA maybe transcended giving up and is in a different > space in the first episode, which more reminds karl of over a decade > ago
similar to where experimentee says forced to choose to die
