karl3ļ¼ writeme.com wrote: > jaywalking is a core part of our disorder that is not usually written > > some interestingness in writing, different parts make different sense, hard > to put it all together tho > > unsure why it's not just tvda, maybe it got tired of tvda or maybe he's not > big enough ... i guess he is too far along in recovery
also karl's experience is pretty different from story seems a little related to patterns that catch criminals (like when learned about trafficker who trafficked people over recorded prison phone) it kind of always assumes i am guilty for something, and tries to display this, and uses it as validation to harm me the guess is that it's from some kind of big human influence for some other person it hurts a lot, but i guess it may not be the core part destroying my life, more a big thing that energizes it
