> > > > > > > > > we watched part of start of OA again with nonconsenting > > > > > > > > > person. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > there's charged energy around similarities and differences > > > > > > > > > between > > > > > > > > > OA's experience, our experience, and possibly other > > > > > > > > > experiences we've > > > > > > > > > been exposed to. > > > > > > > > > very strong energy around miscasting of these in ways that > > > > > > > > > can create > > > > > > > > > power dynamics inside me or alter my experience of identity > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick > > > > > > > > people based > > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick > > > > > > > > people based > > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick > > > > > > > > people based > > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > yes to more effectively destroy people's lives, enslave them > > > > > > > massively, and amplify and spread any such existing operations. > > > > > > > this > > > > > > > is something called an "introject", an alter that behaves like a > > > > > > > perpatrator. > > > > > > > > > > > > things are quite strong here so it's hard to navigate to answer > > > > > > question requests. it basically lands in poor areas :\ > > > > > > > > > > but i think there's agreement that making a movie is a great thing, > > > > > very inspiring and empowering. really tells the right story, > > > > > demonstrating an ability to do that at all > > > > > > > > it's true that something clearly nonfictional would be more empowering. > > > > > > changeness > > > > 1 difference focused > > karl gave up; the OA maybe transcended giving up and is in a different > > space in the first episode, which more reminds karl of over a decade > > ago > > similar to where experimentee says forced to choose to die
Maybe in summary we'd like to repeatedly express that the OA needed to be brought to a relational therapist specializing in dissociative identity disorder with successful experience treating ritual abuse. There are only a handful of professionals whose job it is to both understand what the OA is experiencing and has experienced and help her recover, and that is one of them. But pleasantly the show does continue to show empathic relation, which is rare and hard and takes precise avenues because of traumatically trained silence.
