> > > > > > > > > > > we watched part of start of OA again with nonconsenting > > > > > > > > > > > person. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > there's charged energy around similarities and > > > > > > > > > > > differences between > > > > > > > > > > > OA's experience, our experience, and possibly other > > > > > > > > > > > experiences we've > > > > > > > > > > > been exposed to. > > > > > > > > > > > very strong energy around miscasting of these in ways > > > > > > > > > > > that can create > > > > > > > > > > > power dynamics inside me or alter my experience of > > > > > > > > > > > identity > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick > > > > > > > > > > people based > > > > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick > > > > > > > > > > people based > > > > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > > > > part of us is trying to figure out how to better traffick > > > > > > > > > > people based > > > > > > > > > > on the information :/ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > yes to more effectively destroy people's lives, enslave them > > > > > > > > > massively, and amplify and spread any such existing > > > > > > > > > operations. this > > > > > > > > > is something called an "introject", an alter that behaves > > > > > > > > > like a > > > > > > > > > perpatrator. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > things are quite strong here so it's hard to navigate to answer > > > > > > > > question requests. it basically lands in poor areas :\ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > but i think there's agreement that making a movie is a great > > > > > > > thing, > > > > > > > very inspiring and empowering. really tells the right story, > > > > > > > demonstrating an ability to do that at all > > > > > > > > > > > > it's true that something clearly nonfictional would be more > > > > > > empowering. > > > > > > > > > > changeness > > > > > > > > 1 difference focused > > > > karl gave up; the OA maybe transcended giving up and is in a different > > > > space in the first episode, which more reminds karl of over a decade > > > > ago > > > > > > similar to where experimentee says forced to choose to die > > > > Maybe in summary we'd like to repeatedly express that the OA needed to > > be brought to a relational therapist specializing in dissociative > > identity disorder with successful experience treating ritual abuse. > > > > There are only a handful of professionals whose job it is to both > > understand what the OA is experiencing and has experienced and help > > her recover, and that is one of them. > > > > But pleasantly the show does continue to show empathic relation, which > > is rare and hard and takes precise avenues because of traumatically > > trained silence. > > this is not karl's only mistake by far. > here it sounds like karl means "any communication at all" by "empathic > relation" whereas "empathic relation" in normal communities means > "shared understanding" > maybe the show is supposed to build that later
oops about larger/other thing, not immediately quoted thing
