Jeffery - eventually you will be able to cope and lapse into fond remembrances - but you will undoubtedly always remember him.. I'm still "in touch" with Richard though it has been 27 years.

Travel helps but Xanax helps even more... even a small amount.. I'm sure you could get a prescription for the generic.. especially in these days of COVID.

Best,
ann

On 4/29/2020 12:21 PM, Jeffery Johnson | Photo Captures by Jeffery wrote:
The morning he passed on I laid down on the couch for a bit to get a few hours of sleep. I had a dream of him waiting in a line and holding a teddy bear that I had gotten him for his birthday and I was standing in another line across the way watching. Then I woke up and went in to check on him. Oh me my dear friend was not there any more. He had gotten to where he didn't want to attempt to even get out of bed. His last time at the hospital they set up hospice to come to our house as to keep him from having to go back and forth to the hospital. Again I know he is not in any discomfort now but I will be very very selfish and say I still want him here with me.

On 4/29/2020 11:11 AM, Paul Stenquist wrote:
I think the signs you will experience will be subtle and general and will encourage you to pursue a brighter future. My wife died as I held her hand after 44 years of marriage. I was crushed at the thought of losing her but relieved that her pain and suffering had come to an end. I think her spiritual presence guides my actions. Of course after so many years, her psyche is part of mine. By moving forward I am carrying on for both of us.


On Apr 29, 2020, at 11:51 AM, Jeffery Johnson | Photo Captures by Jeffery <[email protected]> wrote:

Thanks Paul. I was up until 6 this morning and laid down for a few hours. We were together for 30 years. I am still talking to him even though he isn't physically here and either I am not noticing the signs he is sending but as he laid in non-responsive in his final days I asked him to send me signs.
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