Jeffery - eventually you will be able to cope and lapse into fond
remembrances - but you will undoubtedly always remember him.. I'm still
"in touch" with Richard though it has been 27 years.
Travel helps but Xanax helps even more... even a small amount.. I'm sure
you could get a prescription for the generic.. especially in these days
of COVID.
Best,
ann
On 4/29/2020 12:21 PM, Jeffery Johnson | Photo Captures by Jeffery wrote:
The morning he passed on I laid down on the couch for a bit to get a
few hours of sleep. I had a dream of him waiting in a line and holding
a teddy bear that I had gotten him for his birthday and I was standing
in another line across the way watching. Then I woke up and went in to
check on him. Oh me my dear friend was not there any more. He had
gotten to where he didn't want to attempt to even get out of bed. His
last time at the hospital they set up hospice to come to our house as
to keep him from having to go back and forth to the hospital. Again I
know he is not in any discomfort now but I will be very very selfish
and say I still want him here with me.
On 4/29/2020 11:11 AM, Paul Stenquist wrote:
I think the signs you will experience will be subtle and general and
will encourage you to pursue a brighter future. My wife died as I
held her hand after 44 years of marriage. I was crushed at the
thought of losing her but relieved that her pain and suffering had
come to an end. I think her spiritual presence guides my actions. Of
course after so many years, her psyche is part of mine. By moving
forward I am carrying on for both of us.
On Apr 29, 2020, at 11:51 AM, Jeffery Johnson | Photo Captures by
Jeffery <[email protected]> wrote:
Thanks Paul. I was up until 6 this morning and laid down for a few
hours. We were together for 30 years. I am still talking to him even
though he isn't physically here and either I am not noticing the
signs he is sending but as he laid in non-responsive in his final
days I asked him to send me signs.
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