Thanks Paul. I was up until 6 this morning and laid down for a few hours. We were together for 30 years. I am still talking to him even though he isn't physically here and either I am not noticing the signs he is sending but as he laid in non-responsive in his final days I asked him to send me signs.

On 4/29/2020 10:40 AM, Paul Stenquist wrote:
So sorry for your loss. I lost my partner five years ago, and I understand the 
traumatic decisions that follow such a tragedy. I believe that thehe “where do 
I go from here” questions eventually work themselves out. And while nothing can 
replace a beloved partner, there is always a new path somewhere on the horizon. 
Stay strong and carry on!
On 29/04/2020 06:58, Jeffery Johnson | Photo Captures by Jeffery wrote:
Tried to go to bed but tossed and turned as I have a lot on my mind. For the 
past week or so been going through stuff. I am packing up what I will be taking 
and placing into storage. I at times have to stop cause something will bring 
back a memory and even if it is a happy one I start crying.  It feels like it 
was just yesterday I was packing up our stuff from a home we were in for 22 
years for the move down here and then unpacking and getting our new home 
settled. Just wish we could reverse 2020 and choose a different 2020. I will be 
moving in with my brother and his wife for a bit until I get back on my feet 
again. I am hoping I can afford a small to medium sized home to buy instead of 
renting as I don't want to deal with a chance the rent goes up. Maybe I will be 
able to get out with my camera more than I have for several months. Still 
stressing over monies and still miss my late partner every single day.

Well I have rambled on long enough... Thanks for reading ...

Jeffery


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