I think the signs you will experience will be subtle and general and will encourage you to pursue a brighter future. My wife died as I held her hand after 44 years of marriage. I was crushed at the thought of losing her but relieved that her pain and suffering had come to an end. I think her spiritual presence guides my actions. Of course after so many years, her psyche is part of mine. By moving forward I am carrying on for both of us.
> On Apr 29, 2020, at 11:51 AM, Jeffery Johnson | Photo Captures by Jeffery > <[email protected]> wrote: > > Thanks Paul. I was up until 6 this morning and laid down for a few hours. We > were together for 30 years. I am still talking to him even though he isn't > physically here and either I am not noticing the signs he is sending but as > he laid in non-responsive in his final days I asked him to send me signs. > > On 4/29/2020 10:40 AM, Paul Stenquist wrote: >> So sorry for your loss. I lost my partner five years ago, and I understand >> the traumatic decisions that follow such a tragedy. I believe that thehe >> “where do I go from here” questions eventually work themselves out. And >> while nothing can replace a beloved partner, there is always a new path >> somewhere on the horizon. Stay strong and carry on! >>> On 29/04/2020 06:58, Jeffery Johnson | Photo Captures by Jeffery wrote: >>>> Tried to go to bed but tossed and turned as I have a lot on my mind. For >>>> the past week or so been going through stuff. I am packing up what I will >>>> be taking and placing into storage. I at times have to stop cause >>>> something will bring back a memory and even if it is a happy one I start >>>> crying. It feels like it was just yesterday I was packing up our stuff >>>> from a home we were in for 22 years for the move down here and then >>>> unpacking and getting our new home settled. Just wish we could reverse >>>> 2020 and choose a different 2020. I will be moving in with my brother and >>>> his wife for a bit until I get back on my feet again. I am hoping I can >>>> afford a small to medium sized home to buy instead of renting as I don't >>>> want to deal with a chance the rent goes up. Maybe I will be able to get >>>> out with my camera more than I have for several months. Still stressing >>>> over monies and still miss my late partner every single day. >>>> >>>> Well I have rambled on long enough... Thanks for reading ... >>>> >>>> Jeffery >>>> >>>> >>> -- >>> PDML Pentax-Discuss Mail List >>> [email protected] >>> http://pdml.net/mailman/listinfo/pdml_pdml.net >>> to UNSUBSCRIBE from the PDML, please visit the link directly above and >>> follow the directions. >> > > -- > PDML Pentax-Discuss Mail List > [email protected] > http://pdml.net/mailman/listinfo/pdml_pdml.net > to UNSUBSCRIBE from the PDML, please visit the link directly above and follow > the directions. -- PDML Pentax-Discuss Mail List [email protected] http://pdml.net/mailman/listinfo/pdml_pdml.net to UNSUBSCRIBE from the PDML, please visit the link directly above and follow the directions.
