On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote:
> > > On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & > Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: > >> >> >> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & >> Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & >>> Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>> >>>> hard to fix all the typos while making more >>>> >>>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & >>>> Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>>> >>>>> >>>>> >>>>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>>>> & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>>>>> & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One >>>>>>> Victim & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> A tangled rock sat in a vacant area, expressing confusions. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> The rock used to be a happy normal rock, but when traffick boss >>>>>>>> wanted to influence some rock studies he kidnapped the rock, grafted >>>>>>>> it to >>>>>>>> robots and child slaves, fed it drugs and natives and implants, and put >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> *nanites, there's racism in my autocorrect 0.0 >>>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> Note: indigenous people are one of the largest groups having genocide >>>>>> used to humiliate and traumatic ally control them in horrifying ways. >>>>>> This >>>>>> does happen to others too but they have had it much worse. It probably >>>>>> happend to us white people long ago and we internalized it or something. >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>> it though a sophisticated program for trauma-based mind control that >>>>>>>> had been handed down for generations of dictators, criminal >>>>>>>> organizations, >>>>>>>> and inhuman spy agencies, and refined through repeated sequences of >>>>>>>> democracy, war, human rights tribunals, death camps, secret prisons, >>>>>>>> refugee exodus, rebellious, coopted meetings, coerced and >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>> *refugee exoduses, rebdllions >>>>> >>>>> >>>>>> lobbied leaders, kidnapped religious figures, secret medical >>>>>>>> research, etc etc etc. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> All these things and more left the rock incredibly confused. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> Sometimes this poor rock figured that confusion must be the purpose >>>>>>>> of life and would try to find ways to be even more confused, but that >>>>>>>> didn't go well. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> Rock: "which way is up?" >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> Rock: "is down up? I feel like down must be up" >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> Blade of grass: "up is where the sun come from!" >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> Rock: "the sun?" >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> While the rock sat there, the sun shone on it, warming a upward-faci >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>> Thistle: "rock, "which way is up" is exactly what they want you to say. >>>> They just want you tripping over your loved ones instead of noticing >>>> they're there. " >>>> >>>> Rock [turning toward thistle]: "you're saying the world is scary and >>>> terrifying and we have to burst and freeze and vomit and scream and faint?" >>>> >>>> Rock tries to faint, and manages to rock onto a slightly different >>>> balance point. >>>> >>> >>> Rock: "I'm fainting in terror! See?" >>> >>> Thistle: "No, no, I'm not saying we should be paralyzed from fear, >>> rather I'm saying we should understand that these ridiculous, impossible, >>> regrettably horrifying, things, are comprehensible!" >>> >>> Rock: "when I think about that I remember that I fervently don't want >>> toxic chemicals to ooze out of my own flesh" >>> >>> Thistle looks at rock with a raised leaf. >>> >>> Blade of grass: "what thistle means, is that these terrifying >>> experiences are simple people trying to protect simple concerns fervently. >>> Before you try to faint, what I'm saying is we can be safe from them." >>> >>> Rock: "we can -- what now?" Rock faints, tilting to one side, then tilts >>> back, dissociatively switching over the concept of trying to plan against >>> its captors and needing to be safe >>> >>> After jostling around and expressing spasmodically a bit, the rock >>> balances on a sharp corner. >>> >>> Rock (balanced on a sharp corner): "i understand you are saying >>> something very important. I do not understand what you are saying and need >>> to stop trying. I do need you to tell me _what I should immediately do_ >>> given whatever it is you are saying ... as well as _what I need to do in >>> the future_, very simply and clearly." >>> >>> Rock tumbles back. >>> >>> Rock: "but I don't know why you are saying the most confusing thing >>> there is to say!" >>> >>> If you see somebody acting like Rock they may likely have DID from >>> coercive control. This may likely not be the only way it manifests. >>> >>> Rock: " ummm ... let me think a bit ... I think there is a situation >>> that has some complexities that you are unaware of." >>> >> >> Thistle: "it seems complex to you because your soul might have been >> treated like a piece of dough to be kneaded and punched into shape for >> years, but it's not that complicated for those of us still safe. It's just >> like seeing somebody tromp around yelling, except the yells are injured >> people spasmodicallg.blundering into things around sudden irrational >> politics." >> >> Rock: " ... ummm... one moment .... umm... the problem is that if I see >> you working against my abusers, I'm likely to switch and get your whole >> community trafficked. This prevents everybody like me from getting >> effective aid, as well as severely worsening the problem in an ongoing >> manner." >> >> Thistle 2: "but this isn't a new problem to our generation" >> > > Thistle: "You are acting _so confused_, that it's very likely there are a > _lot_ of _easy th-- > caring heart visits rock, blade of grass, and thistle, to aid their timeline
