I'll try to write a more constructive follow up on this topic some time later and explain every point, whether they are reasonable or not.
I have sent out mails that are really unhelpful. No matter what effect they can achieve, it'll be against my intention on discussing this topic, and I can't undo that. Probably I need to rest my mind before writing anything again. I'm open to criticism. I apologize to everyone who receives and views them.
