> > > > > > > > > frogs, slave boss got physically split between timelines > > > > > > > > > again. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > in one timeline, his upper half made it to a vehicle and it > > > > > > > > > is zooming > > > > > > > > > off down a highway > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > in another timeline, his lower half his hiking through the > > > > > > > > > woods with > > > > > > > > > zombie government worker > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss feels tugged across dimensions > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > as the world whizzes by there are flashes from an intertimeline > > > > > > > > meeting > > > > > > > > "... obviously it is more useful to keep learning MPM ..." > > > > > > > > > > > > > > [[[[[[[-- > > > > > > > > > > > > i think we might be guessing that judgements figured that the small > > > > > > code would be less susceptible to harmful stopping or have less > > > > > > lashback later ... or it could be a heuristic/guess/habit around > > > > > > offline things being better than dangeorus things ... > > > > > > > > > > > > bu-- > > > > > > > > > > <<a lot of time passed since MPM course > > > > > > > > i didn't know it mattered what i did! i didn't know it mattered! > > > > > > > > the mpm course is better? because it's similar to FEM but if we say > > > > that it gets much harder and more dangerous > > > > BLARGH > > > > > > MPM is a _core_ _mainstream_ algorithm, likely to be supplanted but > > > currently used for a _lot of things_ > > > also, _learning it can bring you up to par with fluid simulations in > > > blockbuster movies > > > > ohhhhh ummmm > > > > so the way MPM approximates things that have too many particles using > > averaging into a huge discrete grid > > > > is really similar to my cognitive damage >( >( > > i have miswiring everywhere :( when i try to think or do something > other nerves fire everywhere. it feels like trying to do electronics > work with a stick instead of a needle. (literally when i try to) > > we need to value the different meanings of our little particles! _really > badly_ > and part of me is causing these issues inside me so it might be really > good to roleplay doing that value > > our little tiny detailed particles are important. each one is unique and > needed.
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