> > > > > > > > frogs, slave boss got physically split between timelines again. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > in one timeline, his upper half made it to a vehicle and it is > > > > > > > > zooming > > > > > > > > off down a highway > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > in another timeline, his lower half his hiking through the > > > > > > > > woods with > > > > > > > > zombie government worker > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss feels tugged across dimensions > > > > > > > > > > > > > > as the world whizzes by there are flashes from an intertimeline > > > > > > > meeting > > > > > > > "... obviously it is more useful to keep learning MPM ..." > > > > > > > > > > > > [[[[[[[-- > > > > > > > > > > i think we might be guessing that judgements figured that the small > > > > > code would be less susceptible to harmful stopping or have less > > > > > lashback later ... or it could be a heuristic/guess/habit around > > > > > offline things being better than dangeorus things ... > > > > > > > > > > bu-- > > > > > > > > <<a lot of time passed since MPM course > > > > > > i didn't know it mattered what i did! i didn't know it mattered! > > > > > > the mpm course is better? because it's similar to FEM but if we say > > > that it gets much harder and more dangerous > > > BLARGH > > > > MPM is a _core_ _mainstream_ algorithm, likely to be supplanted but > > currently used for a _lot of things_ > > also, _learning it can bring you up to par with fluid simulations in > > blockbuster movies > > ohhhhh ummmm > > so the way MPM approximates things that have too many particles using > averaging into a huge discrete grid > > is really similar to my cognitive damage >( >(
i have miswiring everywhere :( when i try to think or do something other nerves fire everywhere. it feels like trying to do electronics work with a stick instead of a needle. (literally when i try to) we need to value the different meanings of our little particles! _really badly_ and part of me is causing these issues inside me so it might be really good to roleplay doing that value our little tiny detailed particles are important. each one is unique and needed.