> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > .. he idea of helping slave boss > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss has a rainbow problem in his flower > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > garden. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > the problem is that psychedelic colors are on > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > not just the petals of > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > his flowers, but also his own skin > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss [traveling landscape with torture > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > victim double agent]: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "why do you let me h--" > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss pauses and rethinks his expression > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > torture victim double agent: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > [here we're considering if harm could be reduced in > > > > > > > > > > > > > > the pattern > > > > > > > > > > > > > > without worsening the power dynamics > > > > > > > > > > > > > > torture victim double agent has a problem that > > > > > > > > > > > > > > everybody he knows is > > > > > > > > > > > > > > in poverty and has multiple medical problems unseen > > > > > > > > > > > > > > before by science > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > so in a way both parties win, in that they are > > > > > > > > > > > > > casting their successes > > > > > > > > > > > > > as reducing the behaviors of the other > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > torture victim double agent's joy comes from not having > > > > > > > > > > > > to choose to > > > > > > > > > > > > hurt people with part of his brain > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > third party: "oh no the situation is not uncommon" > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss looks at third party and torture victim double > > > > > > > > > > > agent > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > torture victim double agent: "although slave boss loves > > > > > > > > > > > me as his most > > > > > > > > > > > doting devotee, he wants me to leave him for a little > > > > > > > > > > > time now." > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss [with torture victim double agent apart, to > > > > > > > > > > third party > > > > > > > > > > with camera]: "the word 'now'-- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss, third party with camera (who also visited torture > > > > > > > > > victim > > > > > > > > > double agent), and torture victim double agent are all three > > > > > > > > > apart > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > slave boss is running after third party with camera. his plan: > > > > > > > > to say > > > > > > > > that torture victim double agent plans his murder and request > > > > > > > > protection > > > > > > > > > > > > > > torture victim double agent is chatting up third party with > > > > > > > camera. > > > > > > > > > > > > like slave boss, he had also decided to run after third party with > > > > > > camera, but was nearer from being engaged last > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > when slave boss appears on the horizon, torture victim double > > > > > > > agent is > > > > > > > visibly struck with intense terror for his life > > > > > > > > > > torture victim double agent is clutching a leg of third party with > > > > > camera, staring at slave boss with eyes as wide as saucers as if > > > > > nothing in the world matters, muscles tensed up, shaking violently > > > > > > oops sent without content > > > > > > slave boss is talking to a different third party > > > > > > slave boss: "i really don't have any ability to love; this is what my > > > therapist says" > > > > > > torture victim double agent jumps in. "slave boss! you know how to love!" > > > > > > slave boss looks at torture victim double agent furiously > > > > > > torture victim double agent: "your father tried to rape the love out > > > of you but you care! you value things! there's a human being under > > > there!" > > > > > > slave boss expresses subtle fury > > > > torture victim double agent picks up one of slave boss's cigars then > > looks at and it drops it on the floor in fear > > > > torture victim double agent looks at second third party > > > > torture victim double agent: "long ago slave boss was forced into > > organized crime and had to pray to somebody who always told him to > > fuck a blender, and really honestly believe that this was what was > > good and right to do" > > slave boss: "i think that torture victim double agent would like me to > leave now." slave boss looks at second third party. "however, i would > like to know if you can help."
first third party comes into the room briefly second third party: "it sounds like when you would like torture victim double agent to leave, he leaves, but when he would like you to, you don't? is this correct?" notes are being taken
