Yeah, I'm lucky that I don't feel much depression or sadness. I do sporadically 
(like yesterday morning) feel an intense sense of *impending doom*. If it's 
anything like depression, I feel for y'all. It's stultifying and very difficult 
to wiggle out of. Both my mobility and weight-lifting workouts get me out of 
it, though. Running does not.

W.r.t. your PCP's suggestion, I'm skeptical. During my chemo/obinituzumab 
treatment, the medical staff dosed me with benadryl and zofran (anti-nausea). 
The relatively small dose of benadryl gave me restless leg. And the zofran did 
nothing at all. So, I refused the zofran for the remaining treatments and told 
them to back off to what they claimed was a "homeopathic dose" of benadryl. 
They just claimed I was "extra sensitive". (FWIW, I also tried to opt out of 
the the prednisone ... that went horribly awry quite badly. Renee' broke her 
arm, but avoided telling me "I told ya so.")


On 8/24/21 10:39 AM, Frank Wimberly wrote:
> I feel moments of depression from time to time.  They feel to me like 
> heaviness in my chest more than anything attached to reality although 
> sometimes it's stimulated by a thought like "that dusty lightbulb may never 
> be cleaned" or some other trivial and irrelevant detail.  It doesn't feel 
> like the sadness I feel about the twin babies who were drowned in the flood 
> in Tennessee.  When I tell my PCP about this he suggests medication.  I can 
> believe that it's a biochemical phenomenon so I'm taking a tiny (5 mg) dose 
> of Citalopram once a day.  My doc says that's a homeopathic dose.
> 
> It didn't help when EricS pointed out that the eighties are the age of dying 😐

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