> \> > > > > > > i posted to the cypherpunks list about my jan 5th theft > victimization, > > > > > > > > specifically about my laptop! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > because of [trafficking introject] it's pretty hard to work with > > > > > > > the > > > > > > > police around this. i pursued it for a few days but then became > > > > > > > disconnected from the officer i had filed the report with. my > > > > > > > father > > > > > > > (about 1k miles away) received a phone call from a different > > > > > > > officer > > > > > > > in the middle of the night, but did not take notes and was unable > > > > > > > to > > > > > > > get back in contact with them. we retrieved the vehicle from > > > > > > > impounds > > > > > > > but it took a month or two > > > > > > > > > > > > > > i wasn't prepared to be homeless without gear or preparation or my > > > > > > > daily possessions in the winter, and i got covid in overflow in a > > > > > > > homeless shelter and kind of freaked out. it was wonderful to > > > > > > > have the > > > > > > > antivirus. it was like having access to air again every time i > > > > > > > took > > > > > > > it. but i was beat and my cognitive faculties had severely > > > > > > > suffered > > > > > > > (as well as my lungs) and i traveled to my family to have ease > > > > > > > > > > > > > > i use my cognitive faculties to make good decisions in the face > > > > > > > of my > > > > > > > [trafficking introject] on an hourly basis using the things like > > > > > > > the > > > > > > > [complex woven semilogic in that torture victim double agent > > > > > > > short]. > > > > > > > so i was worried i could physically suffer worse in my condition. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > i'm slowly recovering from this, but it's confusing [kind of like > > > > > > > getting psychiatrically hospitaliz-- > > > > > > > > > > > > [i am in new england. the theft occurred in colorado. > > > > > > > > > > [the officer stopped picking up the same time i got a phone. this is > > > > > still very frightening to me i'm afraid. i have not been back in > > > > > contact. i did report some posessions to the police, including the > > > > > laptop but not in detail like in the thread here
there was small request to explain this i was traveling to the local police office to call the officer. she replied readily and kept asking if i had a phone yet. once i got a phone i could not get in contact with her again. it seemed i couldn't even leave a voicemail. the person at the desk said i could call a different number if i wanted to leave a voicemail. this was very frightening to me and not explained. for example, i asked how i could relate around progress on my case, and the person at the desk said i had to contact the person i wasn't able to get in contact with, to do this. frightening. > > > > > > > > OOOPS i left colorado with my car instead of ensuring i pursued my > > > > laptop and following up with the police further! > > > > > > > > i am now attending a mental health program in massachusetts and > > > > recently applied to college here. i am still very interested in > > > > returning to colorado to follow up but it seems to take some delicacy > > > > (as well as wilingness to abandon those 2 things i started) > > > > > > the biggest feeling challenge to returning is where and how to live. > > > the car i was living in is no longer driveable, it's very very smashed > > > up. (i could maybe pursue repairing it despite the cost -- i'd like to > > > keep it intact though in case there is information inside that could > > > help recover the laptop (like fingerprints) > > > > my father bought me a new car to replace it. very very kind of him. i > > haven't slept yet successfully in the new car, i seem to be sensitive > > to the smell, and i haven't accumulated the same survival gear i had > > before yet. > > > > but that is something i could do. basically if the smell is an issue i > > crack the window. i guess it combines with a lot of fear, after having > > my possessions taken and then getting covid, there's a lot of a sense > > of shock and intensity > > [[other avenues and thoughts but that might be that atm
