> > > > > > i posted to the cypherpunks list about my jan 5th theft > > > > > > victimization, > > > > > > specifically about my laptop! > > > > > > > > > > because of [trafficking introject] it's pretty hard to work with the > > > > > police around this. i pursued it for a few days but then became > > > > > disconnected from the officer i had filed the report with. my father > > > > > (about 1k miles away) received a phone call from a different officer > > > > > in the middle of the night, but did not take notes and was unable to > > > > > get back in contact with them. we retrieved the vehicle from impounds > > > > > but it took a month or two > > > > > > > > > > i wasn't prepared to be homeless without gear or preparation or my > > > > > daily possessions in the winter, and i got covid in overflow in a > > > > > homeless shelter and kind of freaked out. it was wonderful to have the > > > > > antivirus. it was like having access to air again every time i took > > > > > it. but i was beat and my cognitive faculties had severely suffered > > > > > (as well as my lungs) and i traveled to my family to have ease > > > > > > > > > > i use my cognitive faculties to make good decisions in the face of my > > > > > [trafficking introject] on an hourly basis using the things like the > > > > > [complex woven semilogic in that torture victim double agent short]. > > > > > so i was worried i could physically suffer worse in my condition. > > > > > > > > > > i'm slowly recovering from this, but it's confusing [kind of like > > > > > getting psychiatrically hospitaliz-- > > > > > > > > [i am in new england. the theft occurred in colorado. > > > > > > [the officer stopped picking up the same time i got a phone. this is > > > still very frightening to me i'm afraid. i have not been back in > > > contact. i did report some posessions to the police, including the > > > laptop but not in detail like in the thread here > > > > OOOPS i left colorado with my car instead of ensuring i pursued my > > laptop and following up with the police further! > > > > i am now attending a mental health program in massachusetts and > > recently applied to college here. i am still very interested in > > returning to colorado to follow up but it seems to take some delicacy > > (as well as wilingness to abandon those 2 things i started) > > the biggest feeling challenge to returning is where and how to live. > the car i was living in is no longer driveable, it's very very smashed > up. (i could maybe pursue repairing it despite the cost -- i'd like to > keep it intact though in case there is information inside that could > help recover the laptop (like fingerprints)
my father bought me a new car to replace it. very very kind of him. i haven't slept yet successfully in the new car, i seem to be sensitive to the smell, and i haven't accumulated the same survival gear i had before yet. but that is something i could do. basically if the smell is an issue i crack the window. i guess it combines with a lot of fear, after having my possessions taken and then getting covid, there's a lot of a sense of shock and intensity
