karl3＠writeme.com wrote: > karl3＠writeme.com wrote: > > i am sorry for eating the pie. > > i was worried it would make an issue occupying the fridge with no known > > plan for it; this was opposed to worry that throwing it out would be rude. > > i thought it would make sense to put it inside the car but i didn't have > > keys for the car on me at the time. > > this opened a space of confusion where i tried to make a decision that > > would reduce the issues rather than letting them build up. lots of problems > > from issues compounding. want to slow down getting real DID where there are > > actually separate identities, slave boss likes to build this. > > after i ate the pie i went out to the car and looked at it, it's really > > destroyed, my possessions and years of urgent work were stolen. this time > > it seemed relaxing to observe this rather than destabilizing. it seemed > > like the only relaxing thing > > i know you might try to destroy my life again. but maybe, even though i ate > > the pie, we can be comforted by it having already just happened :D > > the oven light was on. similar to the birdfeeder. i don't know what it's > > about. i ended up turning the oven light off. i really want to not have a > > conflict here. i need to ask my dad why the oven light was on (he might be > > unaware it's getting turned on) so i can reality check. > > also i still have a salad in the fridge that is unaddressed, but i think it > might be less rude to throw it out as it's not a special desert. or maybe (if > i dislike it) i could eat it focusing on that :D maybe take it out to the car > and look at the car while eating it, i think this could really really help my > crime karma
i should leave around 8a for the mental health program, 830a at the very latest
