> > > > i want to say > > > > > > > > that my linked list allocation file-backed strategy > > > > > > > > is __full of bugs densely__ > > > > > > now i like bugs. all my life i loved insects! i was a nerdy introvert > > > childhood programmer so i noticed small things. i remember watching > > > ants and bees and mosquitos-- > > > > so we got maybe an i.py file with a _ton of bugs_ in it, eh? > > > > we better learn how to care for each and every one of those bugs ! > > i was very happy when i learned it was okay to put a cup over a fly > and bring it outdoors. this was nice. i did this to every fly! > > then later in life i met somebody who was in touch with animals enough > to actually grab the flies from midair gently and release them and > they would appear unharmed O_O i have too much pseudopalsy to do that
he didn't like grab them with his fist he snatched their bodies with his thumb and forefinger > actually my sadistically tortured alter would take over my body and > murder bugs with my hands (after 2013) T_T T_T T_T if only it would do > this with my computer programs
