9/24 :)
we are happy world is becoming more peaceful for us, but right now we are recovering from another “bombing” (big big program trigger we work with (like atom bomb where programs trigger each other ssshhh oops wrong wr)) anyway (big life impact. so many things falling apart in life. driver’s license being suspended but can possibly reverse, stuck somewhere random in country. but new skills too. thinking (we will have an old age much less tortured than previously expected/anticipated by fears) (oops? oops anyway, some of habits and feelings landed different from before (as usual T_T) and writing harder (as happens:( )! interruptions _so_ big. why so big, interruptions? maybe writing-feeling more delicate, unsure it looks like it’s taking more advantage of an interruption to disregulate the writing. the (((request to hold off on writing this
