karl3＠writeme.com wrote: > karl3＠writeme.com wrote: > > karl3＠writeme.com wrote: > > ok >( maybe i'll try to work on the blimp despite inhibition >( > > i have wrist pain atm resonating with a confusion around wiring > > the part has [negative judgement?] around my attempts to wire motors > > together with off-the-shelf stuff > > i actually cut my hand with the wire strippers (repeatedly (i am very > > experienced with wire strippers but the parts having my fingers bend the > > wr--)) and took a break for the bloo > > when i go to do the wiring my hands start moving backwards from how i tell > > them (there is a neuropsych term for this i don't quite remember it, but > > it's dissociative (FND i suppose) when it relates to other things rather > > than being constant)) > > i had really intense days the past few days, bad things active more. rarely > > intense beyond-nightmares a night or two ago > > if we really want a blimp i could maybe just kinda pursue it steadily > one idea is going to a store and getting wire, i had settled on repurposing > broken wires since i didn't quickly find good wire, which is slower. > even if i don't find good wire i could buy some product with a lot of the > same wire to repurpose so that the work is more consistent and clear (like an > ethernet cable, those have a lot of consistent skinny wires in them all the > same gauge) > > i could also order things to prepare later > > regarding a blimp prototype, a local concern is the lack of a good lifting > situation. on my purchasing day i got mylar balloons and helium, but these > will only stay up for a few days on their own > > pursuing synthesis of hydrogen could help, it permeates more slowly. > > still just taking notes atm though.
worried about blimp influencers could get injured by the influence associated with my backward-moving-hands or beyond-nightmares :s
