there's a lot of interest in making the space balloon (or floating island)
project
but i feel a little unsure of it for some reason ... i think i'm worried that
the challenge and danger of going into upper altitudes make an issue with my
dissociative-identity-palsy where my body will suddenly spasm and try to make
horrible decisions for periods of time. this could both make dangerous issues
at upper altitudes, as well as make it hard to keep myself physically near the
infrastructure needed for a large balloon project long enough to make strides
on it.
like, i might make a partial balloon near one living location, and then
suddenly move away. meanwhile, it's not very impressive to have a super tiny
balloon project. i can't go up in it, or send anybody up in it, and or take it
upward. [now,
i might be interested in continuing more strongly if i could find a way to take
the project with me when i travel. if it's a structure up in the air, this
might be easier, as it's up in the sky (tethered to a cloud) rather than on my
person. but it could take a while before cloud-tethers get involved, so maybe a
way to kind of roll it up? how much material really is this? could i compress a
rideable hotair balloon to fit in my pocket or a small pack? {seems potentially
hard
